school...

okay, so as christmas break draws closer and winter break slowly sneaks forward, kids are trying to spend less and less time at school, i find myself spending more and more time there, to the point where i am almost there for 12 hours a day. i get there about 6:50 or 7 o'clock in the morning and find myself leaving about 7 at night. not that i am not excited about the break but for me it seems that it will never come and i not as excited as everyone else. this christmas isn't gonna be that good, for the simple reason of NO money. no money as in: no money for rent, bills, or anything! so honestly, i wish it wouldn't come......